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Divine Quotations of SADGURUDEV NIKHILESHWARANAND
April 2000

One who can give everything, one who can bestow totality, one who can transform a gain of sand that is the disciple into a universe, one who can transform a drop of water into elixir showering cloud is the Guru.

Life means separation...... and only after he has been separated from his loving master can a disciple gain the eagerness to rush and fuse himself totally in the Guru. One needs a fervour, an enthusiasm, an eagerness in one's heart to get up and rush to the Guru.

True life means the ability to give up all one has. One should be filled with a craziness, a zeal ...... and one who has no such enthusiasm is nothing but ice. Such a life cannot be like a swift flowing river. A limited, restricted existence is meaningless.

A disciple is one who is filled with a restlessness, an uneasiness. He should be packed with the determination, the eagerness to achieve the true goal of life as soon as possible. He thinks - I have started on this path and I have to rush and reach the place where it ends. That is my goal and that is totality of life. This is the only thought that a disciple ever has.

Fusion of an ordinary human being in Brahma or the Supreme is the highest goal of life. This is the unique process that transforms a grain of sand into a bright sun. This is the most exalted way of life and it leads to divinity. And when such a transformation occurs in the life of a disciple he becomes fully aware and enlightened. He then has no hesitation in getting onto the streets and singing and dancing in sheer ecstasy. People call him mad, stone him, abuse him, try to poison him, but he worries not and he cares not what they think.

A disciple keeps burning in the agony of separation till he fuses into his deity or his Guru. No doctor can then help him, for only the Guru, his loving master can cure him. Only when he succeeds in manifesting the divine does he feel satiated. His only thought is that when the loved one appears he would fuse himself completely in His divine form. When such a deep love rises in the heart of a disciple or a Sadhak, he is filled with a unique tenderness, affection and kindness.

Such a disciple's only thought is - Life is useless, totally worthless if I am not able to realise Brahma. What is the aim of life without this realisation? Without it my existence is useless. And to achieve this realisation I am ready to lose all that I have. I am ready to lose my identity and even my life. I am ready and all I want is my beloved, for meeting him is the only goal of my life.

The day one's heart starts to rule one's life, the day one does not feel like listening to the so called wise words of others, the day when even the chains of society fail to stop one from rushing to Him one should know it that the heart, the soul has been activated. Then one should know that a torch of revolution has been lit in one's heart and that one is finally ready to fuse totally in the Guru. And the day this happens, the day such a transformation starts the emotions of the heart are no longer in one's control.

The day a deep thirst, a deep longing to realise the Guru, the deity rises in the heart, a disciple declares - Your love shines in my heart, I know you, I well recognise you. If you want I can go and tell this to everyone in world. I can go and show them that I hide your love within, that I am overflowing with tender emotions.

To realise a Guru means to fuse completely in Him, to link oneself completely with His soul. But which path leads to this realisation? It is the path of love, the path that asks you to give up everything that you have, the path that expects you to completely forget yourself.

When one is close to the Guru, when one feels a tender bond of love with him tears well up in the eyes the moment one remembers him. And this drop of tear is not ordinary, for it reflects the love for one who is Omnipresent, hence it is a microcosm in itself, it is an ocean of divinity in itself. And there is no greater joy than the feel of it trickling down the cheek.

If no tears spring up in the eyes when one remembers one's loved one then life as a human has no meaning. And it is not love if the picture of the loved one does not spring into one's mind as soon as one closes the eyes. What is love, if not a drop of tear in which all one's emotions have been concentrated and which flows out from the corner of one's eye and tells all the world that one is in love. And this single tear forces the loved one whether it is the Guru or the Lord to take notice, to appear and to shower divinity upon the disciple.

Those who are fearful of losing their heads, who are afraid to lose themselves completely can never have any deep feelings in their hearts and can never be filled with the eagerness to rush to the loved one. One has to lose all in love, one has to forget everything. Only then does the seed of love germinates.

The sapling of love grows only when there is a longing in the seed to lose itself in the soil. Only one who can lose everything can gain all.

If you wish to achieve Siddhi (total mastery) in Sadhanas you shall have to learn true love, you shall have to learn how to devote each breath to Him. And the day you start loving the Guru, your breath shall not be your own. You shall be breathing for Him. And through that very breath He shall instill the power of Siddhis into you.


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